Fear.
Fear of holding on too tight, leaving no breathing space for you
Fear of letting it loose, and in turn, losing u.
Oh god, please tell me what to do.
All I want is to tell u how I feel... But I don't get the same response and now,
I'm afraid, u really don't feel the same.
Can't say anything, afraid that I might smothered you.
Wish there was a way out of this painful roundabout.
Spiral of vicious cycle.